carie has made it here

so i guess that means she can make it anywhere.

lots to do out on the farm

got some of my garden starts from one of the organic farmers the other day. peace love and hearts made out of stone.

saturday was earth day

kids parade, booths o' plenty, live music, food and organic beer too. can ya dig it? ...i knew that you could.

50 meters of tired

just got back from the new pool, weekends are 8, 50 meter lanes. all of this










is now, this.





soo sweet!

and i gotta go to work

day of the year at the mountain i bet

Kemp & Peg have arrived

in retrospect, maybe we could have picked a better lift sign to take a picture.

it's a baby

so all of you know, but here's the progress.

this is not a test

so here's the problem.

how does a husband react when an over bearing acquaintance is just that, "over-bearing", to his wife. my initial gut reaction is to let my wife deal with it exclusively, knowing that she can handle herself and is generally more diplomatic in those situations than myself.

...but then i think. fuck that asshole. he deserves any kind of wrath that i may rain down on him. i love our mutual friends that introduced this person to us and i know that they would not feel any remorse toward me if i did call his punk ass out, so why shouldn't i?

...but then i think. why should i even bother wasting any energy on this person, this situation. i don't feel that my wife has done anything wrong, why can't she just be herself and not have to explain herself or her actions to someone who is basically a perfect stranger. actually a totally imperfect stranger. so why do i even care?

...what am i saying? WHY DO I EVEN CARE? i care because this person has over stepped their boundaries and has decided to assert himself into our life. our life that he for some reason cares so much about.

...and then i think. how do i deal with him, this, a new situation that has made so many connected loving friends uncomfortable, all in agreement that there IS something wrong. but who can agree that something needs to be done. what needs to be done? does anything need to be done?

for now, i think what will i do the "next time" we see him, do i get in his face and let him know that he is an unwanted element to my life, or do i ignore it and wait for the "next time" something happens to puff my chest and get angry. essentiallly this situation sucks and like most situations like this, the victim is the one who is bothered most and forces themself to look inward asking "what did i do wrong"?

this is not a test.

you didn't do anything wrong baby, you were just being yourself.

yay! annie's here

and don't worry, she's getting plenty of rest

FINALLY! A beer i can trust

it has been a long wait but I can finally purchase Leffe blond at a store near me. good thing i went to that out-of-the-way beer store in Portland last week to bring some back. mmmmmm, lekker.

Postcard'n

Suppose I should tell y'all robbie and becca were out last week. especially since Annie is already here. thanks for coming to visit guys. as you can see we did some epic hiking around here, some high-rolling in P-Town and caught up with some lincoln folks late night. Wish You Were Here. xoxo e